Navnet på min hjemmeside er hentet fra en af mine yndlingsbøger, den skotske forfatter Iain M. Banks’ fantastiske roman Use of Weapons. Bogens titel kommer fra en af romanens kernescener:
He smiled at the doors (somebody was thumping on them, calling out a word that might have been his name; he couldn’t remember now). So silly. Doing the Right Thing; the Only Way Out. The Honourable Exit. What a load of nonsense. Just despair, just the last laugh to have, opening a mouth through the bone to confront the world direct; here.
But such consummate skill, such ability, such adaptability, such numbing ruthlessness, such a use of weapons when anything could become weapon…
His hand was shaking. He could see the doors starting to give way; somebody must be hitting them very hard. He supposed he must have locked them; there was nobody else in the room. He ought to have chosen a bigger gun, he realised; this one might not be big enough to do the job.
His mouth was very dry.
He pressed the gun hard against his temple and pulled the trigger.
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